2022 has a bit of a different feel to it don’t ya think? Kind of like we sort of know now what’s going on, and yet, as the layers fall away and different truth’s rise to the surface, we’re finding ourselves wide eyed in wonder, awe and dismay at what’s actually happening. As the old paradigm falls, taking it’s lies with it, a new kind of energy ensues leaving an air of uncertainty and trepidation. How do we proceed when so much is unknown? What and who do we believe as the infrastructure of a world gone by dissolves into a past yet to be written? A belief system and whole way of thinking is in the death process and, while we’ve been conditioned to fear death, this is a death we might well welcome—dare we open our hearts enough to receive all of it’s unknownness.
If we celebrated life as part of a greater cycle within a wider reality than the one we’ve become conditioned to see, we might not fear death as much as we do. We might even, after a long and eventful life expressing our Source Connection through our precious human form, see it as a well deserved graduation worthy of the same celebration we’d have for accomplishing an Ivy League PHD. But if you’ve gone through your own ego death before, as I know many of you have, you know it’s not a particularly fun process. The ego doesn’t surrender itself wilfully. It clings and craves, claws and fights it way through one drama after another creating as much havoc, destruction and suffering as it can to keep you in the box you’ve become accustomed to. And the ironic thing is you have no idea how actually small that box is, until something as batshit crazy as what’s going on now in the world happens.
Busting out of this box takes the kind of Surrender that drops the ego into pure love’s authenticity and integrity. It turns on the gold frequency inside you, which is kind of like your own internal nation wide web, which in turn activates your personal instructions. Once your personal instructions are activated an even deeper level of Surrender takes over that reveals your capacity for a depth of trust in this ongoing emergence of all thats unknown, and, next thing you know, what used to look completely intolerable is now just another brick in the wall of an emerging new age of humanity—of which you and your unique Source Connection is an integral part because your light is purifying everything around you including yourself and all your fears. In the face of impossibility the ferocity of Grace leads the way where all your efforting reduces to a “hands in the air, I’m giving up” kind of cluelessness as to what to do next—and it doesn’t matter that you don’t have a plan anymore because Grace is creating the space in which the creations you’re here to birth now come into form, with no conscious effort at all.
Internally the cards the mainframe your personality was built with collapse. You’re stripped naked of delusion and ignorance and left feeling raw, vulnerable and often very alone. Externally reality as you know it is torn apart and you’re left looking around wondering how you ever before believed what you did. I remember when my house of cards was falling down and the shaky, co-dependant ground it was built upon was falling through. It felt like I was in a washing machine being tumbled around inside, water and foam in my face and eyes. I couldn’t see anything clearly, nor breathe properly for years. I was getting battered and bruised as the flesh and blood of my human body was bashed against the walls of this machine that just kept throwing me around, bashing my head in until I literally stopped thinking. Then it would stop and spit me out, give me a day, a week, or sometimes a month to dry out and peek around at the world I now found myself in, before some practice I was doing would hurl me back in the machine, press start and put me back on a heavy duty spin cycle. I hated it. And I went kicking and screaming in resistance to it the whole way. n so hammered.
And now I see so many people going through this whacked out process of waking up in a washing machine on the Vid Cycle (the irony that the War Cycle follows alphabetically hasn’t escaped me). It’s clear that the reason we’ve been hammered by this ego death process already is so that this next level of disillusionment doesn’t totally surprise us. We’ve done the major deconstruction already and now it’s our job to hold space for those who haven’t. Soon those who used to call you the out-to-lunch-whack-case-in-La-La-Land will be coming to you and asking how you’re remaining so calm in the face of a crumbling illusion, and you’ll be able to say, “because my illusion already crumbled and now I’m just waiting for this dense heavy bullshit paradigm of lies, power and control to dissolve so I can get on with the magic that awaits in a world where we honor our differences and treasure the creations that seek to emerge from within the sanctuary of my unique Connection to Source”.
Until then, you’re kinda in a pause.
It might be a day, a year, a decade, a life time. Only you know why you’re really here at this time. But in exactly the right time, you will leap into the life you’re here for. Everything is going to be ok, even when it feels really truly not ok.
So let yourself be in this pause. You’re gathering and restoring energy, energy you’re very much going to need.
And for now, you wait for the codes within you to be activated. Once that happens there’ll be no holding you back. You might be sensing them turning on now. I’m feeling mine turning on. Have you noticed how your perception of reality has changed so much in just the last couple of days? So much energy is coming onto the planet at this time.
Momentum is coming and my purpose is very clear. I’m an Intuitive and I can help you orient to your True North by learning how to trust the tuning fork that is your body. You are embodied with super powers that have been hidden from you for thousands of years. But they’re coming back online now and I can help you embrace and own them so that you can do YOU in the world. And believe me, we NEED you to do YOU.
There’s Four Steps here:
First you have to KNOW that body is a tuning fork.
Second, you have to UNDERSTAND what it’s vibration is telling you
Third, you have to TRUST what your body tells you.
Fourth, you need to ACT on what it tells you.
And the crux to it all is remembering that KNOWING is the easy part. You already KNOW your next step. Understanding, trusting and acting upon it is where the work is.
The only reason you take wrong turns is because you’re not listening to what’s present in your body. Your body knows what’s true for you. It never lies, and it always orients you to align with your True North.
Knowing is the easy part. Understanding, Trusting and acting on what you know is what’s hard. What if you knew you have a container inside of you that helps you align with the tuning fork that is your body? That’s what I help you create. You got the rest.
How would your frequency be different if you trusted your body as a tuning fork that never lied to you?
After reading the Tarot for 30+ years I now use them as a spring board into Conscious Conversation. In these conversations you’ll find another perspective, sometimes also using hypnotic techniques for even deeper subconscious tweaks, to activate the codes within you to bring the world you came here to live in online from the inside out. It’s time to orient yourself with your True North by learning how to trust the tuning fork that is your body. The container we create together is one specifically designed by it’s nature being a direct outcome of the various modalities I’ve studied and worked with over the past nearly twenty years. In this container we bring your own harmonics back into resonance with your wholeness, minus the programming of your slave self technology that has kept you recreating your past. It’s time to stop recycling old patterns and rewrite your future from the inside out.
With the frequencies now available to us here on Earth it is time for a new program, one that is free from the conditioning of your lineage, culture, education, social status (whatever the fuck that was about), politics, media, etc. In short, it’s time for a paradigm designed from your own conscious creation in alignment with your Source Connection. Here you are tapped into your own inner healing ability and the power of who you REALLy are.
We have been so sheltered from the power of who and what we really are. But when we crawl out of the boxes we’ve given our power away to be in we get to create a whole new world — one that I don’t yet believe we can possibly imagine the full potential of, because we’ve not yet been there. But it has happened before, I feel that in my bones. We know, in the veins of our elemental nature how powerful we really are. I paraphrase Buddha here, we just have a shitload of unlearning to do.
It’s time for some Sovereign Solutions for a world in transit.
Your perceptions are all that hold you back.
I’m an intuitive and I’m here to help you through this tumultuous yet healing time.
yours in heart
Carmel
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