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Do you ever feel like you’re seeing or experiencing maybe only half of reality, not quite receiving the whole picture, as if something potent in the recipe to life has been overlooked? ⁣⁣Kind of like one eye, or perhaps a whole corner of your mind, is closed. Like something that you can’t quite put your finger on is missing? ⁣⁣That there’s a bigger picture reality you’re not privy to, and you want to know what it is?

Or do you find yourself often telling someone else, who you don’t really understand, that they aren’t facing reality? Or don’t live in reality? Or haven’t got a grip on reality? That they’re living in La La Land? ⁣⁣

Reality is not just what’s seen through your eyes tho… and neither is it experienced just through your mind. ⁣⁣

REALITY is a full-body experience.

If we’re talking about REALITY in it’s greater sense, your FULL BODY is not just your physical body but all of your body’s… pranic, mental, emotional, subtle, causal, cosmic.⁣⁣ These body’s each live in a different dimension, experience a different level of reality, and therefore have different information to impart via your consciousness. Bring them together and you have a version of reality far different than the one you think there to be or that you see with your eyes. ⁣⁣

When you’re aware of your body’s of existence beyond your human meat suit, when you cognize the intelligence of your mental body, open to the intuitive wisdom of your emotional body, the healing capacity of your subtle, causal and cosmic body’s and the bridge between them all as the pranic body, you are aware of more of REALITY because you’re open to the various realms beyond the physical one in which the mainstream narrative reveals itself. Here you are able to tap into power, insight and wisdom that comes from sources beyond what you are typically consciously aware of. Here you live a more full bodied human experience as more of your spiritual, or soulful self, is bought online and downloaded into human form.

But even then you are still not aware of ALL of reality. ⁣⁣To be aware of all of reality you’re aware of your existence AS Consciousness… and if you’re aware of your existence AS Consciousness you’re a naturally decent, morally acute, stand-up kind of Being, rooted in an unwavering desire to serve through honesty, humility, integrity and truth for the greater good of all, at all times; without having to think, plan, or otherwise convince others, about it. ⁣⁣It just is. And you’ll still be an emotional human too. No incarnated being escapes the chemical concoction of emotion and we’d do well to recognize the growth opportunity emotions offer. But AS Consciousness Embodied you are in relationship with trust as TRUST and with love as LOVE – human mess and all.

And it seems we’re still seeing more of the human mess than we are the revolutionary growth that 2020 is demanding of us. ⁣⁣

Revolutionary Growth

Revolutionary growth happens when we move through, or are forced through, the limits of fear that used to hold us back. When we feel the fear and move forward despite it – because there is now no other option but to grow beyond the cage we’ve been living in. And now, in this phenomenal quickening of events that came hurtling in with 2020, structures are dissolving, taking with them ideas, thoughts and perceptions, as well as our normal way of life, in a dismantling process that is stripping us bare of all we have been told is true. We are being forced to unlearn what we have become comfortable with and find a new way that is no longer rooted in fear, jugement, lack, abuse, including sexual misconduct, corruption and greed. We’re being asked to step out of polarity and oppressive systems and to step up emotionally. No longer can we rely on forces, not natural, political nor economic, to make us feel ok, safe and stable on the inside. We have to grow up and do that for ourselves. This is about emotional sovereignty and eliminating polarity. ⁣⁣I don’t see anyone on the planet at this time that can possibly know what our future is going to look like, nor who has the emotional intelligence to guide us there, and nor do I see any one human AWAKE enough to REALITY in its greater sense to create an intelligent path forward on their own. It’s together that we rise and together that we let the systems fall that are falling now. We must let go in order to move on.

It’s Up to You and Me

The path forward comes from within each of us. One human at a time, following your unique heart, we each individually create a humanity that is heart-led and compassionate… hopefully developing the kind of maturity the 2020’s seeks of us. Grass Roots is where its at. It’s the little guy and the no-namers like you and me who, just by courageously and relentlessly following our heart and living our personal truth, we create the change 2020 is pushing us to become.

We’re in this dismantling together and we have not yet begun our rebuild. Our structures are still revealing how brittle they really are. Our systems are still sinking into the quicksand upon which they have been built. And our ideas about the nature of reality and our purpose for being here are still being illuminated for the superficial, fear based, valuelessness we’ve attributed to our individual uniqueness.

We’ve been living half heartedly in a paradigm that numbs our subtler senses, wisdom and intuition and keeps us small and decaying by supporting our greed, feeding our fear of ‘not-enough’ and pitting us against each other, or anyone that stands out as different to us. We’ve based our values and self worth on a reality rooted in fear and co-dependancy. This keeps us shrouded in a foggy haze of confusion and distrust, looking outside of ourselves for answers, making others responsible for our ok-ness, being unwilling to dance in the magic of a greater possibility, all the while judging anyone who thinks or perceives differently than what’s considered normal.

Well fuck normal! Normal is not working!

We have become constricted in a limited universe based on the egocentric values of false ideas, incomplete truths and blatant lies. What we have created for ourselves is not even remotely what CREATION is capable of.

All we have to do to glimpse a little more of the magic that is at our fingertips, is slow down, breathe, and listen.

Isn’t that exactly what 2020 has tried to have us do? Just STOP?

The Universe is neither constricted or limited. It is infinite. Can you imagine how much more of reality you could experience if you just opened up by one extra degree to the possibility of an infinite reality?

NO! because it’s INFINITE!

You can’t know! I can’t know!

But if we each open up a little more each day to something we previously considered impossible, bit by bit we will experience the impossible walking around with big brown-green eyes and real human feet on the earth; just as I do each minute I see my son here in physical form after nearly two decades of the medical profession, including alternative healers, telling me that it would never happen. They didn’t believe that ‘impossible’ doesn’t mean it can’t happen… it just means we haven’t yet connected the relevant realms of reality into a dimension of experience that will allow us to imbibe with it AS the reality we are most conscious in!

Our minds have been soooo limited!

A Shift from ‘Cause and Effect’ to ‘Synchronous’

Thankfully, I’m feeling the shift from a Newtonian ’cause and effect’ understanding of reality to a Quantum field that recognizes the play of synchronicity as that which lines up realms of potential into fields of possibility. In a synchronous paradigm anything becomes possible. And the one belief I hold as constant is that the light agendas will win over the dark. Further, it is my opinion that the dark is not ‘bad’. The dark is that within which new life germinates, roots root down and tendrils of new life emerge. We need both the light and the dark. Without the dark we would burn and all life would be extinguished. Without the Sun life and creation of life would be without its battery and completely inert.

We are living in an age where the dysfunctional darkness that plagues our earth is being revealed by what might be referred to as a functional light and the functional darkness is shifting our dysfunctional egoic light into a realm of more sustainable possibility. Those who’s destructive egos have reined, manipulating and controlling the bulk of our resources, will fall as the structures of our society become too brittle to sustain their gluttony.

It is good that our systems are falling. Convenient, hell no. Scary, yes. But agendas rooted in a light that is functional and integrated, sustainable, inclusive and expansive to ALL of humankind as well as the animal kingdom, is what I believe will rise from the rubble of their fall.

⁣⁣So don’t go telling me I don’t have grip on reality fellow friend. Because you don’t either. ⁣⁣And that’s ok. ⁣⁣That’s what IS right now. ⁣⁣The FEMININE is RISING, again. ⁣⁣SHE creates from the INSIDE out. ⁣⁣Not the outside in. ⁣⁣We can’t know what this will look like as the new structures emerge – because we haven’t been here before! ⁣⁣But if we put one foot in front of the other, listen to the vibration of our heart and trust the next step that emerges from here to take, we will walk our way into a whole new way of being human. ⁣⁣And it’s going to be worth all that is happening now to get there. ⁣

What’s it going to take?

Fear and Judgement are what keep us from having a greater reality experience. Fear and Judgment is what keeps us rooted in a three dimentional reality where cause and effect are the pre-empters for what comes next. Fear and Judgement do not, cannot, live in a fifth dimensional reality that incorporates our experience of life from synchronistic, heart-led/soul-driven events. Your heart knows the way. Doing that which makes you feel vital, loving, joyful and of service to the greater collective, is what will help you develop your relationship with TRUST and unhook you from the denser, more heavy vibration, of a three dimensional reality. As you build your relationship with TRUST, relinquish your judgments and misunderstanding of others, open to the impossible and step into a more neutral mindset about the world and how you fit into it, you will find yourself tuning into a more inclusive, higher vibrational, intuitively wise and deeply healing reality. Here is where the magic of a fifth dimensional reality dances into existence. Here is where life, and your creation within and as life, is a synchronous unfolding of higher and deeper purpose, meaning and value, goodenss, truth and beauty. Here is where we must learn a whole new way of experiencing our humanness. And here is where this decade wants us to begin.

Questions to Journal about:

• What do I hold firm beliefs about?
• How might my physical life experience be different for me if I let some of my beliefs go or expanded them?
• Where am I fearful or afraid?
• Where do I let fear control me?
• Is my emotional stability dependant on others and the world around me?
• What does emotional sovereignty mean to me?
• Am I aware of how thinking is thinking in my mental body?
• Am I aware of how feeling is feeling in my emotional body?
• How open am I to concepts I was taught were impossible?
• Who do I respect on this planet at this time? Why?
• What future do I wish for?

Here are some podcast episodes from “It’s Time to Talk – Podcasts to Elevate Consciousness’ that may support you in your own exploration:

• Self Love and How We Hold Space for the Unravelling of Life
• A Personal Note about Covid-19 and Discerning ‘My’ Truth
• Men and the Art of Being Present with Ben Grassechi
• Healing the Masculine/Feminine Rift with Shari Beard

During Lock Down in May of 2020, like many of us, I felt the birth of a new sense of Self within me. It was simultaneously ancient and new. And it got me wondering how humanity was going to walk it’s Collective path back to somewhere ancient and new too.

The part of me that had gone by the name of Kali for nearly a decade had slipped away and I finally started to get to know the Mother within me who, at the age of forty four, had given birth to my son nearly three years earlier, and now wanted to be called Carmel again. Carmel was back, but the Mother had taken her seat.

Someone asked me the other day how long it took me to realize I was pregnant; it had been a complete and utter surprise after so many years of being told this body of mine was infertile this time round. I thought about it a moment then told her “May this year.” She’d laughed thinking I was joking. On the linear plane I knew I was pregnant somewhere around the turn of the second trimester. But to realize that I had become a Mother in the truest sense of the word, that took a lot longer.

The destructuring of my old way of life, my old patterns, beliefs, ideas and general ways of thinking did an abrupt shift and things changed unrecognizably. But I still tried to keep everything I had going going. I didn’t really stop to recalibrate, not internally. I took three months to chill with him, then we left on our annual two month trip back to New Zealand, introducing him to Tahiti on the way there and Hawaii on the way back. Once back in the US I hit the ground running chasing my tail in the same old way I’d always chased my tail. Like so many of us I was busy. Busy admiring the forest from my office, or it racing by outside my car window. Busy going here and there looking a whole lot busier than I really was. But that’s how we did it as 21st Century Humanity. And there was no sign of it slowing down, I just had to keep up. So I pedalled my feet frantically beneath the waters of my otherwise on-it looking ways of being and just kept on keeping on.

I meditated. I practiced yoga. I knew all about bypassing and cognitive dissonance. I was in alignment. It was ok that I wasn’t quite where I was trying to get, I was BEING while I was BECOMING what I came here to BE, and what I wanted was coming….. or was I just in deluded denial and needed the shake up this birthing now offers?

Ascension, global awakening and a new humanity were all terms I had recycled around my verbiage for innumerable years. I couldn’t possibly imagine how this Collective and simultaneous awakening was going to happen, but I knew in my bones it was going to. So I went to silent meditation retreats to prepare for it. I read everything I could to learn all about it. I prophesized and hypothesized. I wondered and speculated. Finally I concluded that it was just going to gradually happen and, because it was taking so darn long, I’d probably miss out on seeing it. Once my son was born in 2017, my fear became that it would never happen – and what kind of world that never awakened had I bought him into?

Those fears, they grew and they grew and they grew. These were the fears of the Mother, fears I hadn’t yet known inside the being of my inner Maiden or Wild Woman. These fears asked questions not just for myself but for all humans, regardless of age, race, color, gender, sex or creed. Humanity had to awaken. There were more futures available to us than the self centered, egocentric one we were heading toward. That future I could see quite clearly, and it wasn’t a pretty future to leave to my son. The sadness ran so deep. How did this infertile body become a Stargate through which this incredible Beam Child entered the physical realm of planet Earth, and it was going to be all fucked up?

It was the future I couldn’t see that became intriguing, and hopeful.

The institutions of our society were insufficient in so many ways. Our leadership was inept to nonexistent. I couldn’t find any conglomerate in a position of power that might inspire a future that would again honor women for their life-giving power and capacity to heal the past; that might recognize how melanated humans, with their wealth of knowledge and brilliance – because of their diversity and depth of self awareness – could inspire and uplift privileged, unconscious white people; or who offered the freedom from judgement other humans in the gay and transgender community would challenge us to find – if only we dropped all our white ‘shoulds’. I couldn’t see anyone I was inspired by in politics, anywhere. All I saw were fat white men, and women who had benched their feminine power, putting our medical rights into the hands of greedy pigs lining their pockets with dirty money who had egos so big they wore their arses as hats. No one made any sense to me, we were just a humanity of children running amuck and refusing to become the adults our Mother needed us to become.

So I kept as calm as I could and carried on as the passive yogi on the one hand, praying to the Goddess to wake us up from this nightmarish idea of 21st Century living, and on the other trusting in the grass roots of a diverse humanity to make the difference our rich, white politicians never will. Beyond all the messy and ill-fated human shenanigans, I could feel the pulling and nudging of a light force tugging us by the hair into what may indeed be the long awaited Promise Land.

How was this illusive thing called global awakening going to happen tho in a glutinous, fast paced society that never sat still long enough to look inside themself and ask – how can I be better?

How were the structures and institutions built upon greed and conformity designed to turn our children into numbed-out, dumbed-down dependants going to lose their grip and come tumbling down?

Then it happened. Somewhat slowly at first – because it was over there in a city called Wuhan, a place many of us had never heard of before. Nonchalantly thinking it’s going to be another SARS – something that happened over there and didn’t really affect ME. But deep down the still, quiet voice inside told me this one wasn’t another SARS, this one has a mission. And it spread like an STD in an orgy across the globe, sparking the media into a scare-the-shit-out-us debacle, that dropped our jaws in horror, pushed the pause button on our ‘doings’ and sent us all to our rooms, with a ‘speak to the hand’ kind of ‘Stop you MOFO’s, and think about what you have done!’ – and bought us to our knees.

Smog and pollution decreased, drastically. Waters cleared. Whales and dolphins appeared in places they’d never before been seen. Birds started singing in the cities again. And humans, stripped of their busy distractions, started checking in with themselves and the people they lived with. Schools got shut down and many parents realized their children learned better and were happier learning and growing from their home environment. We started to see, sense and feel what was true for us on levels deeper than we’d known were available to contemplate before. What was there all along came to the surface and demanded we see it.

We could hear the domestic violence in the houses next door, because we were home to hear it. And we were surprised to hear how rampant it was. We noticed our own impatiences as well as where we needed to set ourselves more self-loving boundaries. The homeless started filling up hotels more quickly than could be catered for. Small businesses were shut down, families struggled to put food on the table and shelters sprung up all over the place. Walmart (of all things) delivered fresh produce to food banks, by the truck load, daily. Well-baby checks decreased, because parents were too scared to take their babies back for their appointments meaning vaccination schedules got delayed, and Sudden Infant Deaths decreased. People needing chemotherapy for their preexisting cancer treatment also didn’t go to hospital, nor did people when they accidently hurt themselves, and some of those kinds of deaths increased – some were designated Covid-19 deaths, but they weren’t really. There’s a difference between dying WITH Covid-19 and dying BECAUSE of Covid-19. Others learned not to rely on the medical institution and found they could heal themselves. To mask or not to mask became a divisive entity. Yet immune boosting, and preventative health care never entered mainstream media – because we were told the Covid-19 vaccine would be fast tracked to save us. The lies, deceit, manipulation and control that had been tucked away in the shadowy corners of reality was suddenly in the limelight. And finally, #BlackLivesMatter erupted on the scene so vehemently that everyone, from the obvious racist arsehole, to the white chick who didn’t even know the fabric of her consciousness was founded upon racism and oppression, finally had to pay attention. Looting fascists exploded onto the scene amplifying everything, the media cashed in on words like ‘deadly’ and outdid themselves with fear mongering headings too outlandishly one sided too repeat.

More people started asking questions.

More divisiveness arose between those that believe they know.

Those that remain unsure, remain open. And perhaps move on to the Promise Land?

None of this has been easy, nor at all comfortable. It’s still not. And won’t be for a while. But…. on a Meta level, I see it as a necessary move of sheer brilliance.

Now you can go and tell me that there are dark forces at work and we’re being ‘played’ with the numbers, that there are multiple agendas at play to further manipulate and control, oppress and coerce us, that we’re heading for a one world government and a global vaccine, that the one percent want even more of the money than they already have, that my white privilege can’t see the whole story, that it was a bioweapon that started in a lab, not the markets, that the 5-G roll out is part of the master plan by them to make us sick forever etc, etc, etc, and we will find grains of truth in all of that. There are grains of truth in everything and there is not just one thing happening here. I may feel like I see, sense and feel it all, it’s that dam uncomfortable, but I can’t fully know what’s happening. I just can’t. It’s too complex to be driven by a unified force of humans too stupid to see the bigger picture is with The Mother, with Consciousness, and our capacity to listen to what SHE is trying to tell us.

Who are they anyway?

What I can sense and feel is that the lighter agendas will out-play the darker ones. That which serves the whole tree will benefit every leaf. Mother knows best, and Consciousness lives within, through and as us all, so best we listen.

In Hindu Mythology the Devas, which is light energy, always win over the Asuras, or demonic energy. What I sense and feel, is that what is at play here is a grand spanking to break and tear down what doesn’t work, what cannot work, in the future that can work; the future that we want to leave for our children, the future that requires us to become the adults we were meant to become in order to create it. What I sense and feel is that the future that wants to happen is one that our Collective mind cannot currently comprehend – because we haven’t seen it yet, we haven’t been in it yet. It’s a parallel Universe that occurs right here on planet earth. It just hasn’t ever been lived before, not so far in our human earth history, because we simply haven’t grown up enough yet. The future that is trying to happen requires a whole new humanity to be born first, then that future can start to align here and now. But we weren’t going to get there the way we were going. And now Mother is telling us to stop fucking around, pull up our big girl/big boy undies, come together and work it out.

So in our quarantine we’re each having our own mini (for some, macro for others) awakening. Mine awakened me to the ‘mother’ that is now living inside my body. It slowed me down to the pace of a mother who is more present, who tries to achieve less and BE more. It dropped me into the human woman who was born as Carmel and reminded me that life is about Being AND Becoming, that the structures in the metaphysical world include what is happening right here on planet earth. As Kali I had in many respects bypassed the needs of Carmel, who had her feet on the ground seeking salvation in earthly form, yet was crying her heart out for not being seen and held for her own uniqueness, and who still had so much growing up to do if she was going to be included in the body of humanity that survived this one.

I too needed to slow down, get to know who I was and what was important to me now that I had become a mother. I needed to evolve, even more than I thought I already was. What was happening outside in the dischord and upheaval around me was happening inside me. The unconscious jugements I saw in the world, about women, age, people of color and those who identified their gender and sexuality different to how I did, were held within me too. As open minded and nonjudgmental as I believed myself to be, I was still not fit to be a cell that could reside harmonically in the new humanity. And if my cell could admit it needed to do more growing and evolving, if the cell in the human Collective I know as me could show up differently, then others could too. And if others did, who inspired others, then perhaps we would start being and seeing the changes that would turn this sinking ship of humanity around.

So I started to sense more into the discomfort I was feeling, personally and Collectively. And it reminded me of the birthing process. Birthing is a messy process. It involves screaming, pushing and heaving and blood, sweat and tears, and sometimes scalpels and copious amounts of drugs too. But whatever it involves it calls us inward to a place that drives us from beyond our conscious mind. It calls us to surrender our will, and shift gears in ways we never before perceived possible.

For those going into birthing for the first time thinking, they know exactly how it’s going to go and that they have complete control over the situation, they are invariably wrong – even if it does go well. For those that enter the birthing process with a regimented plan, a rude awakening likely awaits. For those that enter the birthing process with a will to surrender to the wisdom of birthing itself, a more gentle ride is offered – albeit one that will likely still entail much pain, even tho surrender came first. Because birthing is a painful, messy, surprising and unpredictable process. But the Wisdom of Birthing itself is what is leading the way, not the willful mind of the mother living inside the process. Her job is to breathe and let Birthing lead the way.

And now here we are, as a humanity of masculine and feminine energy breathing our way through the birth canal, some more aligned with surrender than others, some more trusting in the guidance to let go of the old than others. It took eons of time to gestate our way to this point and now is our moment to birth our Collective creation of Self. We can breathe our way through the contractions and ride the waves that push us into the new world that awaits or we can get pulled out of this Cosmic canal of Transformation via scalpels and epidurals. Either way will get us there. And we are in the fortunate position of getting to choose.

If it takes nine months to gestate a human baby in the body of a single woman, I’m getting the hit that it might take nine months for a whole new humanity to crown. And as messy and uncomfortable, fearful and panicky, clinging to the status quo of what we know, screaming as loud as we are, rioting and looting our way through our birth canal, we are not crowning yet. Nope. It’s going to get more intense than this.

But the Mother surrenders to the process. She starts to know how the contractions feel in her body and she starts to ride them, sometimes to ecstasy… and sometimes she still needs the scalpel.

When we slow down our thinking, still our body a little, allow our panic to drop down a notch, stop listening to CNN, Fox, NPR, news media or conspiracy theory that is telling us what IS happening or going to happen, and instead start turning to our hearts to lead the way, we learn to ride the Collective contractions of our birthing process; and in so doing allow ourselves the space to focus on the future we choose to birth into. Such focus allows us to pool our energy into the creation of that which we want to be and do. It holds no energy for that which does not align or is based in fear. It allows us to be centered in love and guided by our heart that knows.

If our laboring process started in December/January and we’re looking at nine months (or maybe nine years if we want to make it harder on ourselves) of breathing and surrendering, opening and visioning, or pushing and sweating, panting and swearing, our way through the discomfort of that which is squeezing out what will no longer be welcome in the new humanity, then we have till pretty much 2020 Election time before we are crowning.

We aren’t there yet.

There is more intensity to come. And the scalpels could still come out. We still haven’t discerned if we’re in for a collective vaginal birth or a C-Section. Will we ease our own way into a new world or will we be pulled screaming from the bowels of the old? This analogy could go on and on. It’s really up to us, as a Collective, as to how we wish to be born anew.

And once we’re birthed as this new humanity, like the mother who doesn’t know what her child will look like until she holds that gunk covered, helpless, completely dependant, child in her arms, we don’t know what we will look like, or what to do and how to do it. We will be the new-born entering the postpartum phase of birthing, where we learn how to bond with this new body in which we now Be… and this Mother we feed from. We start our learning all over again. Our time in the birth canal helped us to un-learn and let go of what cannot work in this new world. We exited the Karmic Highway that kept us in the loops of insanity that drove the old world we just left. We breathe a sigh of relief and feel lighter, freer, healthier, happier and connected to and as the love from which we were born. And we also will find ourselves standing in the rubble of the crumbled structures we left behind. A new slate will emerge as the dust settles.

The increase in self growth, self awareness and self love that is required of us each to birth ourselves as a Collective body into the new humanity will not be ignored any longer. The new humanity is no longer codependent in relationship to others and the world. In this new humanity we are emotionally sovereign; responsible for how we feel, no longer needing others to be a certain way so we feel ok. We’ve grown into adults who can look after themselves while being open, loving and kind to the diversity of our brothers and sisters. It’s the basic principles we seek to install into our children, only now we install them into ourselves first – it’s a classic “do as I do then I don’t need to say it and it won’t be so hard to get what I’m asking of you across” kind of thing. Being kind and nice will be innate once again.

The new humanity leaves behind fear and judgement and births us into love and openness. In some circles this may still sound La La Land like. But it’s in those circles that divisiveness will continue to play out, until self love reins in the heart, defenses drop and minds open to new possibilities never before seen here on planet earth.

In the future I see available to us a new humanity that has figured out how to come together in all their differences, and uses those differences to learn from each other and grow up – which will mean waking up and cleaning up the mess we’ve made of our planet. We’ll create new structures that serve our children while holding space for them to become that which they came here to. We will open up to learning from them, to perceiving the richness they have to share with us. And because we have anchored our soul in the heart of our own sense of love and respect for who we are, and the role we play in ushering in a new and sustainable human paradigm, we find ourselves again living on a two way street where reciprocity taxis honor back and forth between us all. Here we find our way back to somewhere both ancient and new. Here we experience a new incarnation of humanity that has evolved beyond what was known before we entered into our Global Pause of 2020. Here we get to see what the Promise Land is really all about.

OR…. we continue to fuck it up.

I know what I chose. And that works starts inside myself first.

The questions I find myself asking myself are:

• Will we come together before or after a critical contraction that squeezes us into the deepest discomfort we’ve ever known?
• What does the future look like that I want to be birthed into and how does that feel in my heart?
• What has to change inside of me to get there?
• What steps do I need to take to play my part in aligning with the future I want to be a part of, the future I’d feel comfortable at least, ecstatic at best, leaving to my child?
• How do we ground in the uncertainty of our transforming landscape?
• How do we let go of the old as we birth into the new?
• What patterns, beliefs and ways of being no longer apply in the new realms of existence?
• How do we relate to each others different ways of experiencing our Collective birth?
• What new qualities are we bringing online in order to thrive in this new land of being and becoming?
• What might a medical free society look like?
• Would we need medicine if we knew how to boost our immune system properly from within?
• How might our medical choices look different if vaccine companies were liable for their products?
• Who are we becoming and how are we being as we transition?
• Will Mother Earth receive us?
• Are we leaving a future we want our children to live?

I don’t have the answers to these questions but I sure do journal on them and find myself plugging into a wisdom that is seeking to emerge here on planet earth.

Here are some podcast episodes from “It’s Time to Talk – Podcasts to Elevate Consciousness’ that may support you in your own exploration:

• How to Boost your Immune System – with Health Coach Tim James
• Getting Real and Raw About Climate Change with Peter Fiekowsky
• A Personal Note about Covid-19 and Discerning ‘My’ Truth
• Vaccinations and a Path of Common Sense with Dr Mike Godfrey
• Demystifying Tantra and the Divided States of America with Emily Weer
• Under Every Addiction is an Unmet Need – with Carolina Grace Lorenzo
• How to Live in Uncertain Times – with Priya Hutner